Well, its already begun I got the company e-mail to RSVP for our office party and wether or not we would be coming with our significant others. That's when it hit me oh yeah, i'm single...AGAIN and I don't have a plus one. Everyone here in the office does so that sucks. I don't want to be the only one to go without someone. My Gay boyfriend of course graciously offered to go with me but it's just not the same. It made me realize that I miss R, we have such a great time together and he would be fun to take. It also got me thinking about how if I was still with B I would have been embarassed to take him anywhere because of his drinking. How sad is that??
I was talking to B last night and he was giving me some advice on R. How weird is that my ex giving me advice on dating!! He suggested that I don't call R or text him or anything and if he calls me to ignore it for a day and then return the call. He said I also should be busy if R tries to hang out with me and maybe he'll realize he misses me. Doesn't sound like awful advice from the guy who recently told me he wants me back..maybe he's figuring out that I have moved on and we will never be anything but friends.
On the radio this morning they were talking about break up stories and how this is the time of year when break ups happen because people want out before the holidays to avoid presents and family dinners..etc. This also made me wonder is this really what happend with R?? So many thoughts running through my head!!!
On a positive note I talked to my roommate she wasn't pissed at me she just thought I was in a bad mood so she was being defensive. LOL. I am a little worried though because my best friend told me I seem to be bitchier around her and I really don't want to be seen that way especially with me being single, I don't need guys avoiding me anymore than they already do!! So I guess I'm going to have to do a personal "attitude" check when I'm out and about to make sure I'm not acting this way.
I am worried about the future of our country with the recent election, I of course am not an Obama fan, I am originally Illinois and would never vote for a politician from that state, it is a mess!!! The current governor has ruined so much and the previous one is sitting in jail right now! Oh well, back to work!!
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Stop talking to B!!!!! Or i'm gonna kick you A&&!!!!! I'm your girl and I know you...stop...move on...positive energy. Oh and Obama...I feel ya girl!
I have to agree with Rachel about B. It is time to move on. I know you want to be friends, but rehashing the past is unproductive. One time is understandable if you need closure. Just think about it this way - single = one less present you have to purchase this Xmas!
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